Ramdom 2..

today exam account and english essay..

and f**k two subject i did real bad...like shit..

accounts i did only few..and not even sure i did write or not..

english....man...i dont even have time..

spend too much time on the first essay..

so the 2nd essay is 350 words..i dont even know i have reach that ammount or not..

and write halfway..nose bleed..held my head up n drink blood...EDWARD!!

hahaha

so went back home..as usual..on laptop and lay on bed..

so she ask me to go to up floor for study...teach them science..

end up..u know how..end up with a bunch of photos instead of science in our brain...

but we spend some happy times there too^^ she kissed me infront of yu xuan and jolynn...

xuan gone crazy already...hahaha^^

so thats about it...tomorrow exam mandrin and...bm i think...hahaha...

im dead!

so..untill next post..^^

mood---->happy^^ smiling:)

because baby is with me..^^ mucks mucksss

我为什么那么不了解她？

她生日差不多要到了

我一直在想要买什么

直到昨天

我跟朋友去sunway..

去到那边了..买戏票了..跟他们去唱歌..

唱一半..我叫树原陪我去买生日礼物给她..

我看这次有机会买就买咯..怕没机会嘛..

我就不知道要买什么..可是我相信我比比..

她说过.."你买什么我都会喜欢的"

还有"你喜欢我就喜欢咯"

那我就去看bear bear..

看到一只狗..很可爱..连我也喜欢..通常对这些没兴趣的..可是我喜欢那只..虽然很小只

我就很高兴的买起来..可是..我买时..

觉得好像她会不大喜欢..可是我相信我比比说的那句话.......

买了..回到家..他们已经绑美美起来的..可是我还是要开..哈哈..

开了..我就娘到死一直在那边看他摸他..

我就打给比比一直暗示她..哈哈..

她知道我买生日礼物时..

我就问她..你是喜欢什么礼物?

她就说..我讲我不要什么..

不要好像上次你送我的..

很普通..

我听了..我心想残了啦..眼睛看着那只狗狗..

失望..

过后她就一直逼我说我买什么..

我就一直暗示她..到她知道了..她说..

我很失望..

我那时很讨厌我自己了..为什么我那么不了解我自己的比比..

我也看得出她很失望..我也知道我很笨..非常那种..

我只想买多一只小狗..陪着那只大狗..

好像你陪着我一样

Very Happy today. .!

Today its considered as the most happiest day of my life..:)

because i went to her house..her parents not in so im allowed^^ haha

so i ask my dad to send me to her house for study..bring along my bag but when i reach threre

never touched it..haha

so when im there..i feel like..the house belongs to us both..

i feel like we live togather^^

wish we can.....

im so happy today i cant describe..being with her...nothing tops that..

i just wish i can spend whole day including the night with her..

but..im still 17..staying with my parents and no driving licence...so lame..

baby..today im very happy being with you...i wish i can stay with u everyday this way

at your house..^^

just simple..not complicated...just want to love you..

every day..

every hour..

every minute..

every second..

to make you happy forever..:)

Story of today..16th..

today is our big day...

there are some real sad things happened today

but later, sadness gone and happiness comes^^

i woke up today pretty late..saw my phone with lots of msg from her..

she is looking for me....and im sleeping..so useles..hahaha

so later on, we planned about going to my new house with calvin, hui si and qi

and her too of course^^

so than i taught everything is going to be fine and happy

untill..

my dad said

"who said i'm going to bring u guys to bertam??"

than im like..FxxK..no way this is happening..

than after that i sms her..i said cant go..

she replied me sadly...that time my heart straight feel like its crushed by a car..

than i called her..she say cant go nvm..than she hung up..

2nd time call..

hung up..

3rd time..

hung up

that time i've gone crazy..i keep hitting my head at...anything hard..

when i take my lunch...i just finish the white rice in my bowl without any other food..

later i went to my balcony..sat down there..looking at the sky..its very hot out there..

but i dont care..the hot cant compare to the feeling im suffering that time...

looking at the cars and the shiny sky..tears dripping down..

thinking..i've let her down again..why am i such a loser..

looking myself in the mirror..i said to myself.."come on..smile..dont be so sad"

i try to smile..but feel like somebody is pulling my lips..cant smile at all..

than later..she said..she is coming to my old house...

when i see that..my heart totally healed..i can finally smile..than i open the room door..

and walk down to the hall...watching badminton...and waiting for her to come^^

wow..luckly she came today..atleast..

my whole person feel so good that time...

no more suffer in my body..

i love her so much...i cant even live a day without her...i cant explain how much i love her..

her heart and my heart its combined now...two of us only got 1 heart...

so hard to separate..

so hard to live when she is not infront of me..

baby..you love me this much too right??

ramdom update..

just a simple update here..

today is just another normal saturday..bored..

just came back from badminton match with some bitches..

well im still the best among them..hahaha..

im going to shu yuan's birthday party later

ili bit lazy to go..cus someone is not going..

if she is going why am i still lazy?haha

and..another thing is..

tomorrow is me and her 2nd month anniversary^^

and f**k i still dont know how tomorrow she and some friend come to my new house

cus my dad and mom are very busy about our maid thing..

me and my bii been 2 months togather now..and i believe..we can go very very far togahter^^

love her so much cant even stop thinking of her every sec..

you are mine and i'm yours now^^

xoxo

:P

Time past so fast..

well, this is my first time blogging..
so i dont know much how all of these work..its ok, i'll get use to it..

time past in a blink of an eye, getting faster each year..
almost middle of the year now and im still "sleeping"
got to catch up on my studies of not i'm dead..because someone keep on ask me to study hard^^

and about "her"...i'm just so thankful to have her in my life now..
im madly in love with her..yesterday..something stupid happend..
she dint reply my msg and pick up my phone calls..
which makes me really seriously gone crazy!
i feel like i've lost her...that feeling is so crazy..
i cant smile at all, no strength, my hands are shaking..
but than she replied me after a few hours..
i felt so relieved...she is there..^^
i can finally smile...............
that type of feeling is so weird...i cannot lose her...she means so much to me

i love u so much^^
sha gua...